In the name of
heavens and earth
GOD
No interview but all TV movies has at least something about me, if the movie not being only about me
19-10-2003 Last night I did not get able to write much because, my Iranian enemies and many other busters around here were shutting like dogs by their full power. Today, I saw USA Liberman campaign in CNN site. Last time when he started his campaign, I have got a good Quran page about for him. I am mostly neutral in case of USA because first it is only Americans right and next my own strategy is not clear yet to myself. My policy has changed because, I saw nothing in kings but terror, murder, corruption, and slavery of people. They gather people in groups regardless of what is the group about, create them group enemy, make them conflict, make them weak and take them under their protect and order and abuse them against others to take others in slavery one by one. Second, I think GOD religions general strategy must get changed. Today, man's travel and communications facility from one side and threats from another side are much different than before. Yesterday was days of kings but today, day of GOD and His Prophet kingdom seem not so far. Those days it was for benefit of Ta or religious people to cooperate only kings among their enemies or alternate religions. If Ta had problem with Jew, He could get under protection of Babel, if Ta had problem with Moslems, Israel indecency could qualified by Quran and etc. Today, it is much better for religions to cooperate people among their enemies and support them to get their rights instead of only support their kings or dictators in their corruptions. Maybe as Jesses said Love your Neighbor as you love your self. Or his words about building house away from beach and its storms or his words about planting on people instead of counting on darkness of their dictator.
In case of Iraq and yesterday Danish TV campaign. It is as told first bin Laden and then Bush was in TV. It is what Bush want and that is chasing Bin Laden in Iraq. While peaceful demonstration as I said show American solder out of use in Iraq.
18-10-2003 I have included some more and fine tune some of over told too. This way of my work with over told and published unfinished is because I want it get read more than once too. Some of the things that I write in over told is already written in this site but, if they were understood, maybe I did not had so much troubles. I must work allot on this document but, I am not sure I get able to.
I wanted to write about Iraq too. I think Iraqi people must continue daily demonstration in Gundy peaceful method and as well they must in their demonstration say clearly things like "We want republic and not kingdom", "We don't want Sharif", "USA cannot force us to be Sharif slave", "Down with Sharif" or etc. I see the things from out side, from here whole the case of Iraq look like nothing but forceing people to obey Sharif, therefore I offer over told. Finally, my position to Iraq is as Abdolaziz Hakim unless he direct or indirect accept Sharif.
17-10-2003 I have tried to correct over told once more but, I have got under torture attack and I lost my concentration, maybe I destroyed it instead of making it better. Therefore I must review it once more.
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I have got born in 1962 and I am over 40 years old but, I do not remember even a single torture free day in my entire life. I do not know how can I get you understand what do I mean by "not even one day without being under torture in my whole life". I am 40 years old and all of it was torture. It is like getting born handicap. A borne handicap never was able to walk so, he does not remember any day that he could walk in his life. My case of getting torture is like getting borne handicap of that guy. It is what that is very difficult to understand for many.
I remember my childhood which I had to forget it in some long periods of my life to get able to come over the torture and survive. I was in Iran until age of 23. When I was young, I remember, how I have complained and complained of these whom torture me and asked for help to get raid of their torture at friends and at everyone that I have meet. Many times and at everyone, I have tried to explain how they torture me, however there was no need to explain, these whom torture me were always around and shutting at me, especially when I wanted someone to help me get raid of them. The very strange was that no one could hear voice of their shutting, even when they were shutting my own words to that person at same time and I could feel in his or her reaction that he or she hear their shutting well enough but deny to admit his or her hearing, why, I still don't know. When in TV they make candid camera jokes, all try to act normal to fool the target person. Joke of a candid camera usually is reaction of the target person on that abnormal situation. If I compare my life with candid camera Jokes, by now I was target person of this abnormal Evil torture every day of my 40 years life. Every one saw my torture and every one denied it.
No one has ever accepted that they even exist. No one ever accepted there will be possible that few people do nothing but torture me where ever I go. And how was it strange of me to include that they are paranormals, and are able to read "what I am thinking about, in my brain", and that able them to torture me by directly fight me and shut at me into my own brain, while every minute and every day, I had to get weak up every morning of their loud torture in my night mare and fall in sleep under their torture, destroyed and helpless. In other words, all my life, I was not only homeless in my own brain but also I was always in run from them without having any place to go or get hide. How crazy could I have been to say such words, mostly said. If I wanted to press on "being under torture" they used to tell me, what I say was just my imaginations. Such people whom I talk about does not exist, maybe I should have give a visit to a psychology doctor, however I did that too and shrinks was no less def than others. All people had denied these whom torture me even right when I talked to themselves through torturers shut. How, they could aloud themselves to be so unjust with me, how they could aloud themselves to want me so fool?
I do not know much about Law or Iranian Law but I remember that I have heard Iranian homicide punishment law is like economic punishment law. It mean if two people was joining in robbery of $2000. Each has to pay $1000 or get in jail for that. In case of homicide if one man murder punishment is for example 35 years in jail by joining 7 people in getting the guy killed each of them get only 5 years jail. Therefore sometimes they lei, I have heard in my city Arak once one guy has killed one but all his brothers said we did it together and they did not get much jail. Maybe Iranian homicide punishment Law's had negative effect on all whom torture me. Nearly all people has joined in make my life nothing but suffer and torture. If they get punished by Iranian punishment Law maybe their jail time does not get more than a minute. But, I am not sure GOD punish people with Iranian Law. Only in summer 2003, I have asked for extreme heat in revenge of torture and only in Europe about 20.000 people more than average yearly death has got killed. There is only one Ta and that's me and there are 6 milliard man over this planet, those who disturb the Ta cause many deaths and make damage to many people so revenge of disturbing Ta torture him is high. Therefore, I as well offer all whom join in torture me to rethink about their punishment after death, if a summer time of my torture cause 20.000 people death torturing me in general does not seems so be so punishment free.
Some of the most nearest and dearest people in my family are medicine doctors, therefore I hope undertone does not abused in generalizing against all doctors. Usually religious people and doctors has high status in their society, one the reason for their high status is their being trustworthy. Neither many people know about their own sickness nor do they know all medicines, doctor check and say your sickness is this and write you medicine and tell you how to use it. You take to pharmacy and get your medicine, use it as you have got told and you expect that you get cured. You never doubt, the doctor to write you a wrong medicine and be to harm you instead of cure you. You never doubt pharmacy to give wrong medicine to harm you instead of cure you. In the same way when you ask advise from a priest, you do not doubt his goal being any else that good for you. It is what that make people in such professions trustworthy. A shrink or psychology doctor must be one of the most trustful for his or her patients, it is very important part of their job and the first they use to do is earning trust of their patients. Their patients need that trust to get able to be relax and open their brain to them, patients need enough trust to become able to open even their dark memories for them whom they afraid to tell about to any other.
I was under brain torture and I meet some of these "Trustful psychology doctors" by expecting everybody can lei but not a "psychology doctor". But, against my very high expectation some of these "doctors" not only were not trustworthy but also has put me in more trouble. I used to test these doctors after I could see they are at my torturers side. I used to speak to them through shut of my torturers, and "traitor doctor" could get it well but want me as fool as others do. What can I say to such, should I say cure yourself doctor, how can you help me while you can not trust your own ears. Once these "traitor doctor" has made me about 30 pages of mental sickness history. Let me tell you the whole story. I had a street fight (a long story and part of corruption) and court has gave me forced psychological treatment. After one or two visit "psychology doctor" wanted me to eat a psychiatric tablet. She was of those whom were def to torturers too. I know that I am not sick and I did not doubt the doctor in being sick too. She said you must eat this tablet, I told her dear doctor, I am not sick and when I am not sick, I do not put my brain under effect of any chemicals, be honest my brain is already enough under attack, I do not aloud these medicines by their chemical effect make it easier for torturers to damage my brain. I could as well say lei, say I eat the tablet, get it but not eat it but, why should I lei to a psychology doctor! But, wish I had lied. She has send me to closed psychiatric hospital to get me forced to eat the tablet. They have kept me about two months on that hospital. It was one of the most insecure periods of my life because, patients are mentally sick, in fact therefore they are there and I can not expect anything of mental sick patients and had to even tolerate their harm if they made any but, remember that my Iranian enemies were torturing me there and making me setups and could easily make me more trouble through patients, from other side a doctor whom send a healthy guy to such hospital and all whom keep him there can not be more healthy than their patients. Therefore, before I take to hospital, I decided to keep very cool in hospital and stay away from patients as much as possible and if any was to harm me escape instead of stand up and defense, and do not give any reason at all to hospital personals to use force with me. I did as I decided and I neither did gave any reason for their use of force nor they did used force on me. In hospital, they said, I can still reject to take the medicine and claim of doctor, I did so but after a month, they said no, you are sick and you must take the tablet. I started to take the tablet but I started hunger strike too. After about 12 days, I became very weak, I told to doctor of that department, do you think my hunger strike can damage my general health, she said yes it does. I told her if you let me free, I eat well and as usual, why you do not let me free. She said your health does not concern me. I said I wanted to only make both of us sure my health is not important for this hospital and she agreed. Well I told her my hunger strike is over and I eat whatever tablet you give me. She was doctor but, when I act with her as a mental sick and accepted what say. They have left me free. As, I told wish from first place I have taken these "psychology doctors" as mental sick and had lied and said of course I eat the tablet, take it and not eat it as I had to do so at end of the "treatment". All these has happen when Denmark and Danish government and DR and TV2 all were aware of its each day. Well, if I am mental sick why should they be aloud or even try to irritate me and if I am not sick what a government is it that aloud psychiatric hospitals keep healthy people as sick. I was guilty in charge of street fight but not seek, they should have send me in jail and not psychiatric hospital, it is both economically cheaper and hospital is right of sick people and not criminals. They were so aware that even health minister has got changed but, he as well wanted to be of deaf people.
Anyway, people deny was as much, as in periods, I did doubt myself and my mental health. Well, either I was sick or all the people. I should have been very self occupied sick guy if I didn't doubt myself. People deny has even forced me portending to myself that these whom torture me do not exist, no one torture me and what I hear is only my own crazy imaginations and I must only fight myself if I want to come over it. Then again torture was torture and as usual painful and impossible to tolerate. If you touch something very hot you get burned and pain of burning does not aloud you portending that you don't feel any pain of burning. Getting torture in brain is like getting burn too. Torture pain does not aloud you portend that you do not feel any pain in long periods. Because, those whom torture you are right beside you in your own brain, all the time you are running and they are after you where ever you run. You cannot hide anything to them, they see right through you as you see through a clear glass, they see you even many times better than you see yourself and even better than the best psychology doctors. Among wild animals some like prisoners catch dogs, fox hunt dogs and wolves hunt in groups. In wildlife films you may has seen how they run in group after their target animal, surround the animal and all of them jump and attack him or when they get the animal how they tear the animal in parts. Being under constant and break less brain torture is exactly like being under attack of these wild animals. Under brain torture of these whom torture me either I was running and they all were running after me or I was surrounded by them and defending while they were jumping at me or they had got me and were tearing me in parts, several times in a day, and in days, weeks, months and years. Torture pain wake you and too much torture pain make you feel senseless and again torture pain wake you and again...
Days, weeks, months and years past under daily suffer of 24 hours constant break less brain torture, a pain which no one could hear it except myself. I was under torture every where I was. I was under torture in holydays, in bus, in airplane, in roads, in streets, in job, in school, in train, in military but no one could hear them expect myself. I was under torture all the way from Iran to Denmark. I was under torture in Turkey, in east Berlin and refugee camp in Denmark. Every where I was they were shutting at me loudly but, no one could hear them. I was over 30 years old when, for the first time one or two people told me that I have right and I am under torture. I am not mentally sick and these whom torture me does exist and are not my sick imaginations as all people want it to look like, finally someone could hear shut of torture as clear and painful as I did in all my life after my 30 years life time under torture. However, those whom admitted that they could hear voices of torture had as well their own abuse behind their hearing. Their abuse has became a pain over my torture pain, destroyed my surface life, has taken my job and room away and forced me to escape to Nakskov.
Doubtless, I am under much less torture than I used to be. It was not always so easy for me to look back in my past and remember what has past on me. This time, I am well satisfy of my progress in coming over my tortured life and can write about it so good. And do ever doubt their abilities in breaking me under their torture. The longest period that I could survive their attacks was no longer than few weeks. The worst is when they are in surrounding position and they attack wild and constantly and does not live a second of time shuttles. Now, they mostly shut when I take rest. If see TV or write they do not shut much. They even aloud me a little to think while I am writing. It is while that they do nothing without purpose. They shut in days and constantly but the do not shut just to shut something. Whatever they do is to reach a one or more goals. Their shut is nothing but in goal of at least make me lose my concentration and feel fir and their silence is no less harmful than their shut.
There are many movies with torture treats cense. Usually when someone torture or treat to torture another, he torture or treat to do it because he want something, either he want the under treat to say a secret, give something, do something or force the third person doing something to save the under treat one. My torture was different. I never had any secret for these whom torture me, my brain and its secrets is like a clear water for these whom torture me. They as well had me not a minute out of their sight in my entire life, they have been as long in my brain as they may even has learned every book or lesson of my education. In other words not only I have no secret over them at all but also they may know many things that I have forgot, in this brain I am the under torture one and they are torturers. Recently, some movies tried to black mail me by remembering some of my childhood foolishness. It show what I say, when I tell you I have no secret for these whom torture me.
Once and while they reason one or another reason for their actual torture but, their main reason of torture was never really in goal of forcing me to give them something or do something. They have never told me, if you do this or that, or give this or that, they let me free. Sometimes they come with some reasons to keep the public opinion with themselves but, those reasons are as well for no more than public opinion too. Once they said they torture to force me back and live in Iran. It is while, it was them whom forced me escape from Iran by torture and when again I have taken to Iran, I escaped again one month earlier than I had plan to stay only because of their heavy torture and torture in in front of my family. Once they have said, they torture me to make me religious, I became one but now because of their torture I cannot even pray. They have as well tortured me even in House of GOD Kaaba which according to Islam I should have kept safe from them in city of Mecca.
I was neither child of a so rich family nor religiously or politically was someone. In fact before, I get GOD to know, I was very positive to all religions as unreligious people, to all political ideologies as all of their enemies or alternatives. You may think maybe it was my wrong but it is not so. I am religious now and even I am the Ta. But, I neither remember GOD allot nor make any pray. Brain torture is not a simple high disturbing noise, enemy is in your brain and attack you there. I always tell GOD "Dear GOD, I save YOU at Yourself, YOU Know I cannot keep anything from them".
They neither want to know any secret nor want anything but my suffer. They only torture to make suffer of pain and their brutality is unimaginable. How can someone be so brutal in 30 years!
I correct the rest later.
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Now, I am 40 years old and in 40 years people were not able to hear these whom shut at me every where I am.
It is much different with hear someone shut at you but and being agree with the torturer than not hear torturer at all. If someone hear but take torturer side it could show that I was not crazy and someone was torturing me.
When I talk about people act like everything is normal while these torture me right when I am sitting among people, you may not touch what it mean. I try to explain you by example of night and day. My 40 years life was like one day you get weaken up at night, and get told, go to your work. You say it is night but she say no, it is day look all people are going to work. You look and see yes she has right. You go out and ask people what they are doing in the night and they say can't you see it is day and point in the dark sky and say that is sun. Sky is dark and there is no sun but all people, child and grown, family, friend or enemy all act like it is day and you are the only one who say such crazy things, they all mean that you are the blind and cannot see the sun. Finally you pass the night and you see all people sleep in day time and again go to work in nights. You get left with no chose than live as they do. They continue calling night as day and day as night. After few years you find yourself accepting their wrong or at lest in long periods because if accept the dark night is bright day and light day is dark night you get less trouble with them. Then in periods as well you come to yourself again and accept they are wrong but again they not only reject to accept you but also put you under more psychic press to accept their wrong. Lets say they force you to live about 30 years with these wrong of them. In these 30 or 40 years they work under light lamps while they force to live in darker area and far from lamps. Once and while when you do your job wrong because of darkness they laugh at you and humiliate you. When you say it was dark, they say ahh they old story of yours, we all know where you work you had enough light because of sun. Some of them as well do nothing but dig pit to fall in and make it reason to humiliate you. Then one or two after 30 years tell you be honest you are right, day is when that sun is in the sky and night is when it is dark and all people has fooled you in last 30 years. But, I told you to help me rob a bank otherwise I say as others do too. My 40 years life under brain torture was much harder than this example of getting force to accept darkness as a bright day in life time.
My goal of long over told introduction is not self pettiness but, clearing what is going on. Many movies had court me directly in TV in charge of rape while no one by now had ever claim of me for such dirty accusation. Many movies had put me under psychic press in cooperation with these whom torture me, and show me freighted in TV humiliated me and laughed at me. Many times in your hidden cameras or through my statements I have complained about what you are doing to me but, no one seems to taken me seriously. Some even still after someday start fooling me by telling whom else than help me. Many, has got use to treat me, even many commercials. Dose it look similar to you by what I told about in my introduction. In these words I try to answer some of movies questions.
1) Am I agree with TV or film companies being beside direct camera in my room or communicate me directly in their movies or news?
No, I am not agree any Individual, company, movie company, TV channel or any else being beside hidden camera, microphone or anything else that tell that company what I do or that company in its movie or news interactively show my reactions. It is already explained in 15-09-2003 Torture or watch, how we video watch and humiliate you directly in TV and is not going to change.
2) Do I ask for money if I get able to take abusers (Individual, company, movie company, TV channel or any else) in court?
My English is not good but, I think Americans call it "suing". Yes, I "sue" or ask for money for breaking my rights such as candid camera me against my will, accusing me in different charges, treating me, humiliating me and etc. that you have done to me and according to low you had no right to do so with any. And I ask for highest possible sum that court accept.
One of the main subjects that I wanted to talk about in these words, is this subject. I do not want any Individual, company, movie company, TV channel, producer, actor or actress or any else feel, he or she has taken to a luxury restaurant but, if prizes was mentioned in the menu surly he or she would not eat there and taken to another restaurant where he or she could pay by his or her economy. No dear, movie and TV industry are serious economic industry and every company must take rights consideration of everyone which in one or other way get mentioned. Isn't it so? Isn't it true that in some case movies get even money as commercial because they show one or another thing in their movies? As far as I know, in Denmark banks are still not able to put a security camera out of their banks which can be a big help catching bank robbers. When just a security camera must respect peoples right how TV and movies whom can be seen by every one shouldn't? So, you had to take my rights in consideration with or without my knowledge, before I wrote 15-09-2003 Torture or watch, how we video watch and humiliate you directly in TV or after it.
I accuse to be the only Ta of time and even beside a very dear Angle. 2000 years ago dear Jesses has forgave all those whom had got him on cross. You may expect me to be the same. No dear, I am not only the same as dear Jesses in this case but also, I am more similar to Noah whom instead of getting himself killed has got a whole Earth cleaned of mankind. If you remember dear Noah was a Prophet as well and a very dear and important Prophet in whole history of Religion. In these words, I not only clear my rights and consequences of breaking them but also I gave my religious message.
TV, movie and even this site is about nothing but communicating. Communication is your job and any else may have weakness in it but TV, Movies, Actors, Actresses and producers are most cleaver people in communication. So, if I talk about basics of communication between to person it is nothing new for you. Many times I wish that I had knowledge of a Ayatollah or Pope and knew all Bible and Quran and as well I had knowledge in all sciences. If I had that much knowledge surly I could benefit communicating my Angle much more that I do now. My Angel is limited by my understanding from one side and my coverless brain to my enemy from another side. My Angle talk to me as my understanding reach. GOD Has as well Learned me and Wanted me to talk to people by their knowledge and what they believe and mine. GOD Wanted me to talk to Jew by Old Testament of Bible, and talk to Christian by the New Testament and by Moslems with Quran. Once I have visited scientology church in Copenhagen. In their religion believer must sign a contract that he or she cooperate with good forces in 100.000 years after death. GOD Told me to tell them if in their contract they accept to serve Allah, they are accepted. I do not know that you have checked my Bible and Quran Miracles. In Bible Miracle you can chose both Testament the Old or only the New one and all versions thanks to www.biblegateway.com. Whish I could find a QuranGateway too. Anyway, What do you believe, I talk to you with what you believe and not what I believe. GOD show you through what you believe that I the one, send from GOD. Bible Miracle, Quran Miracle
Now, lets see what do you believe. In Danish TV there is no more than 30 minutes Churches Christian songs in entire week. There are as well 7Heaven movie in Denmak2. TV3 or TV3+ has as well a Christian movie every Sunday. All the rest are unreligious programs. Here, I must clear that I have the same critic to religious movies and programs whom disrespect my privacy rights and 15-09-2003 Torture or watch, how we video watch and humiliate you directly in TV or in these words. They must respect my rights as well as all others and this circus must get ended. But, if a Religious program or movie is in expense of a Church or a total religious company which belong to a religion and is with goal only of only religion, I may drop economic charges. Taking money from one packet of mine and put it in another pocket of mine give me no benefit and I know all GOD Religions as mine. But, all the rest that I demanded is the same.
More in detail, I have no critic to Danish churches weekly songs but, if they have any direct camera, microphone or any other communication to my brain or my flat they must cut it. I haven't seen TV3 or TV3+ Christian movie much. But, I have many critics to 7Heaven which mention in a separate point. In general, I have expected more from Religious people that I have got treated.
Now, lets see what unreligious are interested of. TV channels are very interested in large number of TV seers. Number of TV seers means money for TV channels and all the companies are interested to make money. Fame is what all producers, Actors, Actresses, movies and etc are interested in too, Fame means money too. Some actors are not expensive while some are very expensive and even some presence in movies is enough for the movies success So, Lets talk in your language which is money, fame and fun. Money, Fame and Fun is what which has got taken away from me by torture. If I was not under torture I could at least take a job like computer programmer and earn double than what I get now. It is while now, I get torture until I see what these whom torture me want me to see. Fame, surly you are all aware of my fame, whom else than me is the Evil one, the stupid one, Crappie, the simple mind one, the mental sick one, Jack the rapper, Rapist, Old woman Rapist, Married Woman lover, Old woman lover, Mass murder, Terrorist, Sometimes Naziat or Racist, the freighted one, the weak one, Handicap in chair and my son is the short one and etc. which I do not remember now. What a famous guy you guys has made out of me after 40 years life under brain torture and I didn't knew. If you guys, escape of fans, maybe I should have escape of all those that I have raped or damaged as you show. The last part is Fun that never really had one in my 40 years life under torture. It is a strength world isn't it. A guy like you play 10 movies in a year and two and have sex with about 15 world star pretty girls only in the movies and you become so famous and loving while a guy like me cannot even use 10 condoms in 10 years and get forced to through half of them out because their date of use expire and get accused for rape and introduced as lover of garbage look heroin abuser homeless woman while in all your movies which you get those pretty girls you shit me through your direct TV to fuck those girls. Some Actors use to play the negative guy, I do not remember I ever signed any contract to play the negative guy in your movies.
That was money, Fame and Fun. The other side of your movie is about culture, politic and social life. In many of your movies these guys whom torture me has became very successful world saver heroes. Actors and Actresses by their nice look and fame and their experiences in attract people and become loving has covered these Evil torturers faces. These whom torture became as popular and accepted as it is now the most cultural learning one or another Persian word which can irritate me and say it in TV. Irritating me in direct TV show actors strength in acting. Think what this culture has made to society. well, I can tell you, you guys had as much success that if I decide to go shopping on next Monday, someone rape someone the night before and the rape news come on morning news to be a reason for people to irritate me. Sorry for the woman that has got rapped on Monday (yesterday) I have changed my mind to go out any way.
And the politic. I see no reason to explain much. For every election or politic matter, from one side I get torture by my enemies and from other side I get pissed by you guys in TV. You are as reach as in your movies give away continents, seas and Oil pits and kingdoms. Well, if I be not agree with your kindness to others well according to you I must become husband of Heroin abuser garbage look woman.
As, I told before I talk with you with your own language. Once, some in USA was against 10 commands. They told that they believe and live and judge by constitution law. I accept your constitution law if we are equal according to it. You has made money by destruction of my life, well I ask as well money from you.
I am tired now later (I continue correction and writing rest of this statement)
In Iran they used to say, there are 1000 pretty dishes on table but, there is no sign of any food. My case is the same, every guy has found me easy to irritate in candid camera form but there is no sign of any proper interview. Who am I, what I say and what am I doing, what is my idea about these TV candid camera and all accusations.
14-10-2003
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Seyed Mohammad Ali Mearaji
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